General UpdateSee, first trimester was fine, I was nauseaus but didn't hurl, now I"m not so nauseaus but am hurling now that I'm second trimester and its supposed to go away. I'm an odd one.
As is I get very very detailed, epic dreams. I love my dreams especially since it seems I dream in a lot more detail and remember a lot more than most people. I ama lucid dreamer, although, lucidity only happens when you're brain ALLOWS you to control your dreams. Typically I realize I'm in a dream, then I can manipulate it however I want, typically.
So lately I've also been really drained because really horrible, epic style nightmares have started.
You see, me and pregnancy don't get along. I didn't get along with pregnancy on my first kid and I'm deffinately not now.
All in all, its not that bad, I get put in bad moods from all this crap but for the most part, I'm fine. Though I can't wait until this is over.
And BTW, had my first Trimester Screening ultrasound done...two hands, two feet, perfectly beating heat, no signs of any problems whatsoever. I have pictures up in my Facebook Account (Shonna White).
Don't know yet if its a girl or boy, but maybe in a month and a half when I have the next ultrasound....I'm putting in my bet right now that its a boy.
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Zack tells you to do some squats! ^_^
And yep, I can control my dreams, a good portion of the time. The key is being lucid that you're dreaming ad then trying to change your dreams until you finally start beig successful.
In fact, I can exhibit such control over my dreams, that I can litterally change people in it to whomever I wish.
I remember havingone dream that I was really bored with and then going "ou know what this dream needs...Hot guys!" And as I concentrated on different people walking down the street, they changed.
Unfortunately, I have yet to make a successful reproduction of Sephiroth!
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On Your Knees. I Want You To Beg For Forgiveness - Sephiroth
But, if nothing else this has inspired what I'm going to do for your birthday present, so you'll have that to look forward to!
You're betting it's a boy? Okay, I bet that it'll be a girl -- just because.
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THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS PG-RATED TROUBLE!!
Wheeee! Yay gift art!
I might know in about 6 weeks what I'm having. I'll let you know!
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On Your Knees. I Want You To Beg For Forgiveness - Sephiroth
Plus, with my luck, my kids will turn out JUST LIKE ME -- and retribution will be swift...
Yes, gift art -- now that I have discovered firsthand how easy it is to put things on the computer, expect a flood in the near future...
Excellent! I'll be on pins and needles until then!
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THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS PG-RATED TROUBLE!!
Sucks that you get so sick though:/
I dream like that too very often
What are your nightmares about? You don't need to tell me though.
Hope you'll feel better soon
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I'll be waiting in the dark, under the three where you carved our lucky #3
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The recent nightmares are all life and death based. I don't remember too many details anymore as I've chosen to file them in the "screw you" box.
I did have one where my teeth were rotting and falling out of my mouth. I even rationalized "Okay, I've had dreams like this before. Is this a dream? No this is real!" I should know that if I have to ask myelf if its a dream, it probably is.
Another dream I loosed some sort of demon that I couldn't control. It was tormenting my husband and my daughter and to make it stop and go away I had to kill myself.
There was a weird one where there were no humans but something similar. If anyone died, they would just come back shortly afterward. My husband had come back and forgotten about me and fell for some girl I really hated in high school. I got more and more angry as the day went on and was possessed by some srt of dark god who was just biding his time until I gave into the darkness within me. By the end of the dream I had. In fact I used some telekeneti power to grab some girl who was pissing my off by the throat and toss her against a wall. Whatever I had grabbed her with started causing the flesh around her neck to rot. she screamed "what have you done to me?" and my responce was very cold "It doesn't matter what I did now does it? You'll just come back anyway. You're going to die slowly and painfully, but be glad I didn't destroy your soul."
So yeah...DARK. That last one was very much unlike any dream I've had before.
My dreams also last forever (lots of time to get in that epicness I was talking about). They say people dream in 5 - 45 minute increments, but I can have dreams that last all night.
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On Your Knees. I Want You To Beg For Forgiveness - Sephiroth
Children are mirrors for all those bad habits you have and they aren't afriad to tell you when you tell them its bad.
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On Your Knees. I Want You To Beg For Forgiveness - Sephiroth
Although, luck may be in my favor. My nephew seems to have inherited the Smartass Gene, whether it was by our side of the family or his father's -- so if the theories regarding balance are correct, then my kids will be angels!
...Especially since my sister isn't likely to be having any more kids for a while...
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THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS PG-RATED TROUBLE!!
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