Woot!
That being said, I haven't done much and might not do much in the next little while as I said. I need to finish the rough draft of the commission and then work on that, but I'm not certain when I'm going to get much in the mood.
Reason for this is some rough news I've recently gotten which has pretty much sapped the passion and motivation right out of me.
Generally speaking, I went in to get something checked and while that turned out to be nothing they did find something more serious going on. My pregnancy is fine though I'm now in the high risk category. After the pregnancy is when I get to find out if I have to have heart surgery.
I'm not dying but if I plan to stay that way it MAY involve surgery. How serious this is however, is a mystery until I've had the baby and the can look into it properly. In the meantime however they aren't concerned that this is going to get too bad, but I'm being monitored soon to be fairly closely to make sure that doesn't change.
So as you can imagine, that is doing a number on me mentally.
Normally, it would be hard to deal with but I'm also horomonal right now.
So while I have no intention on quitting, I have a LOT of crap going on in my life right now.
Still, I have a scanner and hopefully I'll have some stuff to put up in the next little while because I have done SOME stuff recently.
Devious Comments
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Light a man a fire and he'll be warm for a day. Set that man on fire and he'll be warm for the rest of his life.
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Zack tells you to do some squats! ^_^
Plus, getting a scanner is awesome, too -- got to count that as a good omen.
Love you lots, my dear -- just wanted to let you know.
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THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS PG-RATED TROUBLE!!
I'm less concerned about the baby as I'm pretty sure everything is going great there. I'm more concerned that the pregnancy in combination with the condition they found, might do a number on me.
The mortality rate on what they found is 50% before the age of 35 and 90% before the age of 50. That's my big concern.
There is little they can do or explore into it while I'm pregnant.
All in all, I'm sure everything will be fine but I'm still very stressed out about it.
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On Your Knees. I Want You To Beg For Forgiveness - Sephiroth
I hope it helps.
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THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS PG-RATED TROUBLE!!
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